I have so many things i want to do, but i have no idea where to start, and its frustrating as anything, i have so many things i want to tell so many people but i dont know where to start, i hate routine; i hate not having a fan in my room; i hate how certain people obsess over idiots who are going to treat them like they're nothing; i hate stubborness? yes, thats it.
i am soon flyin to newyork for my sister Michelle's grand wedding and a week later..off to europe, i want to sit outside in a lawnchair with a glass of lemonade and one of those hats with the umbrellas built on it, i want to know why people make situations awkward when they dont have to be at all, i want it to be spring so i can leave the state and wear sweet scented clothes.
im really tired; i went to bed at 12am and i woke up at 8,went to work and got exhausted with a full caseload of patients... PLUS a jampacked stress bag of annoying look from my co worker who used to ask me for a dinnerdate but i found out that he is a total jerk..hmnnn...good thing,, i refused haha!
my head feels like its not attached to my body if that makes any sense at all, i want to go to narnia and meet magical creatures and peter pevensie, he has pretty lips and hes a beast with a sword, thats what i look for in a man, haha, just kidding, but seriously.
dinnertime....
